2007 has got to be my least anticipated x mas... u noe how much pple say working life sucks? i tink ns life is far worse. i jus survived a duty medic last weekend followed by 3 consecutive medical covers in which i had to wake up at 4am for two of those covers. GRR. i was badly burnt durin the cover and there's practically no TANNED skin left on my face now cos' everythin is jus peeling off.

THAT cover was horrible... SEASICK, LACK OF SLEEP, SUNBURN, THUNDERSTORM, NO MEALS on the sea for 8 hours grrr. Everyone was callin me lobster after that AND it sucked to have ur skin so badly burnt it hurts all the time. Worse still, I had piles of work to clear when I came back. AHHHH! I was so looking forward to a long weekend on Wed's bookout when my senior medic cancelled my OFF on Friday (yest!) and YES I HAD TO STAY 3 weekends in camp in a row.. and practice A&E procedures like nobody's business over friday when almost everyone was on off / leave... just because apparently some joker went to the hospital without informing us(when i was on cover that day; so the arrow landed right at me!)



i've lost all my spirits for x mas... feeling so rotten... i din really bothered lookin for meaningful presents cos the buildup to this festivity is just plain horrible...



plus... baby's been so busy hanging around other people plus working.... we're slowly drifting apart... all thanks to those CONFINEMENTS i've had since i've arrived here... that feeling really sucks... when it suddenly seems u dun really have someone in ur life... i guess relationships in ns are a bad thing after all... well it definitely depends on WHERE n WHAT u're doing...

guess wat... i might have to operate on my knee after all... :( lets see how it goes next month...

i miss those carefree times in SMTI with my buddies real loads... where r u guys... i want to get back my expended happy laughter... SIGH

__love struck ([`dJ]) ♥
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